“Your pier-glass or extensive surface of polished steel made to be rubbed by a housemaid, will be minutely and multitudinously scratched in all directions; but place now against it a lighted candle as a centre of illumination, and lo! The scratches will seem to arrange themselves in a fine series of concentric circles round the little sun. It is demonstrable that the scratches are going everywhere impartially, and it is only your candle which produces the flattering illusion of a concentric arrangement, its light falling with an exclusive optical selection. These things are a parable. The scratches are events, and the candle is the egoism of any person now absent..." ~ George Eliot

May 12, 2012

Graduation Day




Today I graduated. Well, okay, I *attended* graduation. Baylor University's graduation. As an assistant professor. 


I dug up this picture from my actual graduation, back in May of 2010, and I found it somewhat ironic since it shows me hugging my favorite tree on UNCG's campus, the very giant trees I miss so dearly here in central Texas. But the picture does afford me the nice moment, mixed with a sense of relief and deep satisfaction, to reflect that the tentative sense of hope I felt in that picture, hope that my hard work for the last 7 years in graduate school would amount to something, did. 


I still feel awfully close to the self in that picture, in full regalia with arms wrapped goofily around my sentimental attachment to the campus I called home for 7 years. Shouldn't I feel a greater sense of distance, a greater sense of difference? I have, by all accounts, achieved the first important measure of "success" in our field after graduating. I landed a tenure track job at a research university. 


But graduation day, of all days, asks us to reflect on this notion of "success." The next several posts begin a series on my reflections from this past year. In these posts I will engage with the notion of success, discuss what was surprising and not-so-surprising during my first year on the job, and mostly ask a bunch of questions that I hope will begin many interesting conversations. 



3 comments:

Anonymous said...

They cut down that giant one in front of the library on the College Ave. side :(

KAP said...

What?! I can't believe that. at least there are still some big ones left. How about the one at the bottom of Mendenhall before Smith street? that one was always my favorite in the fall.

MealyMel said...

You look cute hugging that tree. And very, very small. :) Miss you!

Melissa